I really had completely not been thinking it was possible we would get pregnant on our own. I thought we would have to go through fertility treatments (although I did early this year with no success) and/or adopt our next baby. We had been praying for a baby for a long time, and I had recently told the girls that only Jesus could give us a baby, so pray really hard. My faith can never be like that of a child, so I decided to have the girls pray. Ava asked sadly one night, "Why is Jesus not giving us a baby?" SO sad. But we kept with it, and hopefully the girls will learn from this experience.
I had been feeling a little "off" so while Tyler was on a trip to CA before Halloween I took a pregnancy test. I hadn't taken one in almost a year, because I had essentially put it completely out of my mind not wanting to face disappointment. Lo and behold it was positive. I kept it a secret for a whole day, and then had to tell Tyler. Even though he wasn't here, and it doesn't get much worse than telling your husband the big news over the phone, I had to tell him.
I had some bleeding, so we waited a couple weeks, then took another test to make sure it was still positive. It was. So I waited another week or so and couldn't stand it. We went to a very nice clinic where everything was free and they gave us another test, and an ultrasound to find out how far along I was. Ava was literally jumping up and down and shaking her water bottle when she saw the baby. Here is our sweet little baby. So big at 8 weeks! The uterus is the black circle. The round part is the head, and the parallellogram looking part is the body. If you squint and look really hard at the belly/glare part you can see the umbilical cord.
Here is Tyler with this creepy electronic cat.
Daddy and Violet
Ava, Alisa (ava's cousin), and Tori (step cousin?) Tori's dad (my step brother) is going to Afghanistan in February.
I hardly knew Ava was around her and Alisa played the whole time.
Some beautiful scenery on the way home. Notice the plowed snow on the sides of the road.
Ava had some sort of issue on the way home so she decided to do this with her shirt.
Happy Thanksgiving! We are thankful for miracles. Because each of our children are miracles in the most literal sense.